so I've always been bad at keeping a journal of any sort. so it really comes as no surprise that i have nearly forgotten about this blog... but here i am trying to thing of something worth while to say... oh i got something!!!
so my life since i got home from college consists of waking up at 6:30 for scripture study with my family then i fall back asleep for another hour while my brothers head out to school. then i wake up and get dressed and head out to work. work is as boring as watching grass grow but i get ten dollars an hour so... i leave about 4:30 i get home and if I'm lucky i have an hour to veg out before i get called upon to do some errand or chore. then we have dinner together as a family. if my brothers have done there home work we might watch an hour or two of TV then we go to bed , at the latest 10. 5 days a week unless i have a dentist appointment like i did yesterday and another one tomorrow. Saturday i might get to sleep til 7:30 or 8 then there are more chores until 7 o'clock then we gather around the TV to watch Doctor Who ( my new obsession). Sunday is my one day of the week were i have a little room to make decisions for my self. I can go to my parents ward at 9 i can go to the singles ward at 1 or i can find one of the many many farewells that are happening. but then Sunday ends and its back to being bored out of my mind as well as feeling couped up. the conflict between the lethargicness that comes with boredom and the figityness of being couped up are tearing me in two!
i need a day for me were i can feel like I'm on vacation and not have to worry about what my family needs done. i love them but this summer is more work then school was. at lest at school i could choose to wake up when i wanted (and i was never late for classes) and do what i wanted with my time. school was Sarah first and now this summer is family first (even at work since i work for my dad) and Sarah next to never.
