Lasting the Test of Time.

somedays i find myself thinking " I can't wait until I have children so I can teach them about ..." today has been a " I can't wait until I have children so I can introduce them to Harry Potter".

is that weird?
     maybe
 think about it. Harry Potter has been a part of all most all of my life. when I was 11 i seriously expected a letter from Hogwarts. and when it didn't come I was upset. when they said that they were going to  make Harry Potter movies I wanted to be Hermione Granger. I was a know-it-all, I had brown puffy hair. to my mind i WAS Hermione.
some of my fondest memories are of my 3rd grade teacher reading the first Harry Potter book to our class. or of my dad reading it to me. and some day i want my children to have that experience of me or my husband (because my husband will have to like Harry Potter) reading those books to them. and then when they get old enough to read them themselfs i want them to be able to turn thoght my old copys and see where i touched they page with chocolate-y fingers or where i shed tears.

Someday- an original poem

someday
I will be walking along
and meet the eyes of a boy
he will smile, I will smile
he will think I'm beautiful
I'll like the way his eyes smile along with his mouth
someday
he'll ask around trying to find out who I am
he will drop by for no reason
until we're friends, until I trust him
maybe he'll ask me on a date
maybe I'll say yes
someday
we will realize
we're in love
he will hold my hand
and he will be my best friend
someday
I'll have my first kiss
and he will put a little gold ring on my finger
and we will be scared to death of the future
someday
I'll wear a beautiful white dress
and start the rest of my life
someday
we'll have kids
get mad, cry, yell
and work though it
someday
when the kids are grown
and gray hairs outnumber the brown
he'll still hold my hand and tell me he loves me
his eyes will still smile with his mouth
until someday
both our eyes will close
for good
and our friends and children will gather around
and rejoice over the lives we've lived

Intuition, Deja Vu and other things my brain tells me.

so maybe this sounds weird but i kind of hate it when my predictions are correct.
like when i know someone is having a bad day just by the way they walk up the stairs
or knowing when someone is going to come over
or when certain room mates deside certain other room mates are there favorites( btw i predictied this one the moment i met certain room mate #1)
or when i know what someone is going to say before they say it

it all gets highly annoying especally living you life knowing this things are coming and trying not to let your desisions be effected. or I more commonly try to take preemptive action towards preventing the outcome that you know is going to take place.