today the sun is shining the grass is green the clouds are puffy the sky is blue ... 

but its the end of the year

I'm about to start all over, again

I'm about to lose friends

i love the summer i really do the only down side is i have no one but my family to talk to for 3 1/2 months i love my family i really do. but i miss friends i go from seeing and spending most to all of my days with people my own age to finding out all the people that I've grown so close to don't value me enough to even call...

at lest that's how i use to feel in high school and junior high now i finally feel like i might see friends this summer (i finally found someone to come to Europe with me!!!!)  in addition to the fact that me and my room mates have promised to stay in contact and do things this summer. AND since i haven't seen those i considered  friends from high school in a while and most of the boys i now will be leaving on missions this summer I'm sure to see more of them too. so I'm actually really looking forward to this summer.