i think i broke him

so let me tell you a story

once upon a Monday i was sitting in the library with my geology class making some last effort to study for our geology lab map test that was the next day. when all of the sudden Boy From My Ward walks up and stands right next to me. i say hi and he asks me "hey what are you doing tomorrow night at 6" it took me a second to process the fact that he was asking me on a date but it took me a minite to remember i have a band class on Tuesdays and Thursdays that doesn't get out until 6:30. i told Boy From My Ward that i had this class and he said "oh well there is just this church dinner thing tomorrow at 6 to 7 and they told me i could bring someone and i thought of you. maybe we could work around your schedule?" (OK so first of all a boy has never asked me on a date in person before, in fact this was only the second time ever a boy has asked me on a date so to me for him to say he was willing to work around my schedule was one of the sweetest things I've ever heard) again i had to say sorry i had a concert at 7:30 that i needed to be to. i felt so bad having to say no. i hate saying no. he said it was OK and touched my shoulder as he said thanks anyway. and he walked away. so remember how my whole geology class was studying in the library with me? well Boy From My Ward talks kind of loud so they all heard! and as soon as he was out of ear shot Boy Who Was Sitting Behind Me said "REJECTED!" so embarrassing!!! and then he said "you better make it up to him and ask him to dinner sometime" i said i would.
but i haven't seen Boy From My Ward since Monday until tonight. usually he is friendly always saying " hi, how are you" and always has a smile. tonight i smiled and said hello. he stared at me stone faced. WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!